I have been a bit quiet of late, things have been getting on top of me and life is a bit shit to be honest.
I started this blog with the intention of being honest, I'm not sure that I have been. I haven't lied, I have just restricted posts to happy stuff, or the past, or ranty posts...
I seem to be alternating between apathy, rage and tears...no upsides at the moment!
I don't sleep.
I can't get motivated.
I fear I am neglecting my family.
I just can't shake the feeling that "something" is wrong. I couldn't tell you what if you asked, I don't know myself.
I am sure things will get better...I just hope it is sooner rather than later!